11.27.2006

Some Previous Rambling

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I wrote this quite a long while ago. It does need quite a bit of work, but I stumbled across it and read it today... Felt like I should share.

We are nothing but dust, yet we act as if we are superior or equal to God in many cases. We walk with our noses in the air, taking each step deliberately so as to have an air of superiority. We take immense pride in our talents, appearances, and property. Yet we are to be humble people. We are called to be humble like Christ, the Divine, who humbled himself so as to come into our presence, taking on the form of lowly man. Yes, we are loved immensely and truly, but we act as if though we are loved more than others. Our gifts and talents are not something to be shown off nor paraded around. We have such a tendency to allow for pride in everything we do. We let little room for humility to come into our lives. Christ has called us to love one another as He has loved us. Pride does not love. We walk with pride even in our Churches, especially those who have been allowed a special duty. We find ourselves exempt from participating fully and allow for Mass to become a stage show to exhibit our talents and property. Our duty becomes more important than Christ. It is terrible to sit and watch the self-importance and self-love throw Christ aside like an ordinary newspaper, when in fact, He is the Word Incarnate! Our voices, as beautiful as they may be, were not made for human pleasures, but rather for praise of God. Our bodies, as lovely as they may be, are not meant for human pleasures, but as a temple for the Holy Spirit and for the Greater Glory of God! Our property should only be that which we need to survive our earthly pilgrimage, nothing outside of our needs should be supplied. God has given to us all we need, but we find we must find pleasure in earthly human things, especially self-love, and find that we need to give ourselves more and we must become the superior and best there is. We find no room for humility in our overcrowded lives and hearts. I say, clean yourselves of all this excess. Leave it all behind. Humbly continue the pilgrimage and kill the pride that has taken hold of you. Let not the evil one trick you into falling into the terrible sin of pride. “From pride all perdition took its beginning” (Tob 4:14). If you rid yourself of pride and embrace humility with all your being, you will find yourself being rid of other sins and temptations, for pride is in all sins. Examine your conscience and pray that God will allow you to see the self-love and pride within each of these sins. Pray that we all will be freed from the chains of this serious and disastrous sin.

11.06.2006

A Sudden Desire

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It has been quite sometime since I have really desired within myself the religious life. Suddenly today, I feel such a strong desire. It is almost flame like, engulfing my heart in love. I feel it may have to do with reading Showings by Julian of Norwich. It is such a simple and straightforward text, but at the same time filled to the brim with such a rich and deep love of God. It is beautiful. I am not quite through it all and I have more than half of it to finish, but it is just so beautiful in the way that the love of God shines forth so brilliantly.

I feel such a desire for God although it has been sometime since it feels like I have had a sincere desire for Him. There have been times where I have broken down into tears just telling Jesus, I know I need You, but I can't hold on to You! I want You but I need to do better and stay closer to You.

Jesus I need You.

Lord, Thy Will Be Done.

10.22.2006

A little rant

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So... on October 12th Fr. Robert Barron came and gave a great lecture at my uber liberal UCC College. He was talking about the life of John Henry Cardinal Newman and also a bit on the liberal conservative divide there is in the Church today. I recorded the entire thing (over an hour) and I would share with you if I could somehow get it hosted some place, but I am not that web savy. Afterwards, we had an ice cream social that got into some deep discussion. I also found out that I think there is only two Catholics on campus that think that homosexual relations and gay marriage are wrong. I am pretty sure I one of them.

So, a few weeks ago, I was at Mass with my mother and sister and I hadn't been to Mass last Sunday and I knew I could not recieve. My mother was quite mad at me afterwards and gave me that glare and said she wanted to talk to me afterwards. I hadn't done anything wrong (well, at least any worse) and when I explaind that I could not recieve because I was in mortal sin and hadn't confessed, she told me that I take this all too seriously! Recieving the Blessed Sacrament is not a right in any way... it is a gift, and one that we must prepare ourselves to receive always! I wish that we could educate everyone to realize this.

I've also come to realize that I have slowly been secularizing myself and letting myself slip into a bit of lethargy in keeping watch. I have learned that I have been way to loose with my money and now I have to pay about $2,000 for car repairs (my car started smoking as I was driving home this past weekend) plus I owe my mom $165 for towing my car to be fixed. I have maybe just over $2,000 right now, both in savings and in checking. I'm poor... :(

Well, that is about all I have to rant/share with you today. May God bless you all abundantly!

Lord, Thy Will Be Done!

10.12.2006

So, I was thinking...

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Praised be Jesus Christ! Greetings to you all and your holy angels! I realize it has been far too long since I have made any sort of update and a lot has happened, although nothing major or fantastic. Monday I spent all day Downtown at the Field Musuem taking pictures for my Non-European art history class. My dad also got us tickets to see the King Tut exhibit while we where there. It really wasn't as good as I imagined it would have been. There was some really beautiful things there, but for some reason all this gold and artisian work really doesn't astound me. Even the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel didn't take my breath away. Yes, it was beautiful. What I found even more beautiful was the Crucifix on the altar. It was nothing extraordinary and possibly made by someone we don't know. I loved it and I wanted to get closer to it to see each and every detail. I love the wonderfully ornate and beautiful churches that are not tourist destinations. I was in awe of the beauty of St. Peter's, but I fell in love with the quiet sanctity of St. Paul's Outside the Walls. Am I crazy? Does the environment of art really change it's beauty?

9.19.2006

Some new clothes...

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Well, here is the new layout. I am still thinking about a black and blue one though. I am hoping to do some more tweaking as I go along, but this is about it for now! I am also working on some more stuff for the side bars, although I don't think it will be too hard to come up with. Suggestions are always welcome. And, yes, I know that some of the old posts look funny due to the format change.
Pax Christi!

Lord, Thy Will Be Done!

9.11.2006

This is the beginning of the new

I am totally working on trying to re-vamp and redesign my blog... I have started with scrapping the previous black and blue and I am working on a more grey-er one... I am currently in transition as I have reverted to a blogger template for the time being. I am working with a loverly little code generator because I have very minimal html-ing skills. So, when it does come, I hope it is enjoyable. God bless you all abundantly!

Lord, Thy Will Be Done!

7.28.2006

..::Blessed Be God::..

+JMJ

Praised be Jesus Christ! Greetings to you and your holy angels! I hope all is well with anyone who still may be reading this. I have taken a bit of a hiatus since I began working at Sears in mid June. I have spent much time on the internet since than, but not on blogs or anything of the likes. I did meander onto MySpace, but apparently, I have been kicked off. No big loss to me.

I made a visit to the Poor Clares on Wednesday this week and got to meet the new Postulant. I felt a little strange and I felt very very young. Sometimes I wish that I was not so shy with people, especially when first meeting them. There were two priests visiting from Kansas to see the postulant because she transfered from an active community out there (I think).

That is all. May God bless you all abundantly! Have a most blessed day!

Lord, Thy Will Be Done!

6.06.2006

..::Praised Be Jesus Christ::..

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Praised be Jesus Christ! Greetings to you and your holy angels! Today, well, yesterday in the mail I got a brochure about a Passionist 'Come and See' retreat and I wanted to share some details that were sent to me.

From the Brochure:
Hi! My name is Sister John Mary and I want to invite single Catholic women ages 16-35 to learn more about this awesome way of life-being a Passionist Nun! This is an opportunity for you to grow in your relationship with Christ, learn more about religious life and meet other young women who are on the same journey as you.

We are hosting the Consecrated Life Retreat in response to the request of Pope John Paul the Great that all religious communties make know the great joy and value of a life consecrated to Christ.

During the weekend we will share with you some tip of how to discern God's plan for your life. We will also share about our Passionist charism, the joy of living a life of worship and intercession and the liberation that comes from living the Gospel radically.

Some of the Sisters will share their vocation stories and there will be opportunities to speak privately with a Sister. We will take time for silence and prayer, laughter and hiking and even a tour inside the monastery. Where else can you find a weekend like this for only ten bucks?

When is the Retreat?
July 21-23, 2006
Arrival: Friday at 4:30 pm
Departure: Sunday at 3:00 pm
Can't make this date? Please contact me for other opportunities.

Pre-Registration
Prior to registering for this retreat please email or call and ask to speak to Sister John Mary. The quicker you contact me the easier you make our job!

Space is limitied.

Registration deadline: July 14th, 2006
Registration fee: $10.00

Under 18?
Please contact me in plenty of time that I can sen your parents/guardian the forms which need to be completed.

Where will the retreat be held?
The retreat will be in our retreat house on our grounds. We are located in a rural area 12 miles SE of Owensboro just norht of Whitesville, KY.

Benedict XVI to young People
"...I say to you, dear young people: Do not be afraid of Christ! He takes nothing away, and He gives you everything. When we give ourselves to Him, we recieve a hundredfold in return. Yes, open, open wide the doors to Christ-and you will find true life. Amen."

Visit our Monastery website and find out more about this joy-filled life lived in the heart of the Church:
www.passionistnuns.org

Who are the Passionist Nuns?
We are contemplative nuns who seek to keep alive in the hearts of people the memory of the greatest act of love in the history of the world-the saving death of Jesus, from whom alone our world will find peace and salvation.

We are deputed by the Church offer the "sacrafice of praise" continually; this is expressed most powerfully in our participation in the Holy Mass. We pray the full Liturgy of the Hours which extends praise and petition of the Mass throughout the day. We have Eucharistic adoration and at least two hours of private prayer daily.

Our Lady of Sorrows aids us in our monastic journey which also includes study, work and recreation. Our formation program, steeped in Sacred Scripture and the mystics, nourishes both heart and mind. We enjoy two periods of daily recreation-chatting, going for walks, playing games, and even riding a bike (yes, it can be done in a full religious habit!)

We love being brides of Christ and daughters of the Catholic Church!

What one young woman said about a Consecrated Life Retreat
"First and forwmost, I want to thnak you for the wonderful weekend, I very much enjoyed it.Of course I was nervous in the beginning, but the moment I arrived I felt right at home...

Hearing the talks this weekend has really given me a great appreciation of those who choose religious life as a vocation... My impression of religious life before was that it was a lonely life and I wondered why in the world somebody would do that, but now I realize that I myself wouldn't mind the life...

I wish the weekend wouldn't have ended so soon. It felt like I was only there a blink of an eye, but the time spent in that shortness I loved. I have always felt my heart 'tugging' to maybe consider religious life...

I hope to return to the Passionist Monastery sometime soon! God Bless..."

Sr. John Mary, C.P.
sjohnm@passionistnuns.org
(270) 233-4571
Passionist Nuns
8564 Crisp Road
Whitesville, KY 42378
They also included a vocation prayer with the brochure and letter. I'd like to share this as well:
O loving Jesus, you promised that once you were lifted up, you would draw all things to yourself. Through the mighty power of the Holy Spirit, draw to yourself the hearts of all whom you are calling to be a brother, sister, or priest. If you are giving me this gift help me to respond generously.

O loving Jesus, I long to gaze upon you, Reveal to me the beauty of your love in you sacred Passion. Enlighten my mind to see the passing nature of all earthly things. Make me thirst after you, who alone can satisfy the deepest longings of my heart.

O loving Jesus, Spouse of Souls, let me hear your voice calling my name, Give me a realization of the urgent and grave needs of our times, so that I may generously leave all things in order to follow you.

O loving Jesus, I ask all this for the glory of your holy Name and to obtain an abundance of your mercy for souls. I commit myself entirely to you holy will. Amen.

Lord, Thy Will Be Done!

5.18.2006

..::Blessed Be God::..

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Praised Be Jesus Christ! Greetings to you and your holy angels. Today I bring a bit of a meditation from awhile ago...

Nature becomes so much more beautiful when we contemplate the Maker of each and everyone of those leaves and twigs, down to the water droplets that clouds are made of. You really feel extremely loved to be blessed with such stunning and heavenly gifts as these! And you can only imagine how much more love and care was put into the creation of mankind, made in His image.

Lord, Thy Will Be Done!

5.13.2006

..::Praised Be Jesus Christ::..

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Praised be Jesus Christ! Greetings to you and your holy angels! It seems that pictures have invaded my posts! I guess that does make things interesting at least! I am posting again to share with you some pictures of a friend of mine that entered the PCPA's in Portsmouth, OH at St. Joseph Monastery on Divine Mercy Sunday. They are all beautiful pictures and Sister Denise is absolutly wonderful! You can visit them at www.stjosephmonastery.com, but remember, it doesn't work on firefox for some reason!

Also, these dear Sisters have a 'wish list' still. If you can assist them in anyway, please contact them via the information listed here.
This is what they need as of now:

† We were given 35 solid wood chairs and they need to be

refinished & repaired. Any suggestions on how to accomplished this?

† Help with distributing brochures
† Ornate Chalices, Ciborium's

† Beautiful Vestment in honor of St. Joseph

† Beautiful Vestment in honor of Our Lady

Benefactors - to help with the building of our New

Monastery


As of now, this is all the help they have received! Blessed be God!

Riding Lawn mower

2 sets of Bunk beds

Religious Books

Printer

Phone Cards

Lunette

Extra large Crock Pot

Loaf pans for baking bread

2 Garden Hoes & 1 Shovel

Computer


Please help if you can! They will remember you in their prayers!

Entrance Ceremony of Denise McClain

" Dear daughter, what do you seek?"

- - -

" Dear Rev. Mother, I beg most humbly for

the love of God, to be admitted into this Community,

so that I may more securely work out the salvation

of my soul, by dedicating myself to the

Perpetual Adoration of the Most Blessed Sacrament

in the order of our Seraphic Father, Saint Francis,

and our holy Mother Saint Clare."







I wish this picture of their cat would show up on my blog, but I am having technical difficulties! Maybe you can see it if you click here. Yay for Nuns and kitties! This may be my favorite combo EVER!

5.09.2006

..::Blessed Be God::..

+JMJ
Praised be Jesus Christ! Greetings to you and your holy angels! Not much to report today. I did want to share the link to the phatmass radio. It has been kind of insider knowledge for some time, but it is some great CATHOLIC hip hop, rock, rap, and you can learn some Greogorian chant! It's great to just have playing when you need something with a beat. I do have much work to do this week before finals week, so I think this may be it for today. If you want something good to read, visit The Curt Jester, Closed Cafeteria, Lumen de Lumine, or ...And If Not... God bless you abundantly and be holy!

Lord, Thy Will Be Done!

5.08.2006

..::Praised Be Jesus Christ::..

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Praised be Jesus Christ! Greetings to you and your holy angels! It is a wonderful Monday and the birds are chirping and things are green. It is certainly wonderful to see. Thank you most merciful Lord for this gift! Well, I had a busy weekend! Sometimes I wish I had less to do, but it was all wonderful all the same. Friday evening I was blessed with going to see the Daughters of St. Paul here in Chicago with Lauren, whom I met in person for the first time. It was wonderful to see and talk with her and also meet the Daughters as well! We were there for First Friday Movie Night and saw The Mission. It was a beautiful movie, but very deep and inspiring as well. If you haven't seen it, I would suggest it!
Saturday afternoon (I slept in, I was going to leave in the morning) I left to go home to drop some things off, including the suitcase that my mom needed for today. I also brought home somethings from my dorm so there is less to take home when I leave next week. We went home, my sister and I worked on her project that was due today, and we had some leftovers and watched some TV. The thing that really disturbed me was that the show she was watching on DiscoveryKids was teaching the kids how to make their own ouija board! I think my sister may have fallen asleep by then, thank God, but it is disturbing that they encourage children to play with these things of the occult!
Sunday morning I got up maybe about 7 or 8. I cannot remember currently, but I hopped in the shower and got ready to head back to school. I left about 9:40 and got back about 10:30ish. Then I just had to wait for Mr. Zak to call about picking me up and bringing me to Imago Dei. He called, and about 11:45 picked me up in the St. Pat's school bus. It has been forever since I've ridden in one of those! It was also very cool because of the Catholic stuff in it.
So we got there a-okay and unloaded and helped set up. Then some of us were sent on a McDonald's mission to get lunch for the 20+ kids that had came with Mr. Zak. Sadly, I think they may have forgotten a few of the drinks and fries, but everyone did have something to eat. After that, things kinda got kicked off. There were many Sisters, Brothers and Priests there. It was fun just to walk around and see who was what and from where. Sisters would always be coaxing me over to chat with them. It was nice to hear about them all and they were all wonderful. I did take a few pictures, and I'll share them with you, but I may have to explain some of them.
As for the pictures, I did not get any pictures of Fr. Stan, the (NEW) Auxilary Bishop of Chicago, Gerard, or of the Nashville Dominican that had spoken. I just felt that I shouldn't because no one else was. But I did get some pictures of the set up and the church (Very beautiful church I may add!) along with just some Sisters that were hanging around. Now, there is a picture of a Sister who is dancing like a mad woman. The picture does show the extent of the madness, but oh my goodness. Wow is all I have to say. So that may explain things, so enjoy the pictures!
It was a wonderful event and seeing Sisters and talking to them, and also getting their prayers was great as well! I got to see Joe, a friend of mine who I haven't seen in a loooong time, and that was great itself! (I hope he doesn't see this, it might inflate his ego some more, lol) I think Mr. Zak may have been telling some Sisters about my own discernment and such and the plans to enter the Poor Clare Colettines, but it was wonderful to have so many praying for me. Last night before leaving and after Mass was probably the best part of the evening. I was just filled with so much joy and love. It was a wonderful blessing to be reassured and have courage to do what needs to be done in these coming weeks. I also thought about how many religious I have praying for me! I am sure it may be nearing 50! Another thought to blow one's mind away. Fr. Stan Fortuna also blessed my Franciscan Crown which also made me very happy. I'm extra happy it was a Franciscan that blessed it too.
This afternoon, I was also checking out a few websites of some of the communities there, and one of them in their 'recommended readings' section had recommended a book of Sr. Joan Chittister's. That was a little unnerving. It was also wonderful talking to one of the Sisters who said 'Bingo!' when I had explained to her the joy and the peace from visiting the Poor Clares. She was so sweet and so lovable!
One last things before I am through! The Summit Dominicans have some lovely medals comemorating 800 years of the first foundation of Dominican Nuns! Here is what their site says about it:
This lovely medal, designed by our postulant, Sr. Greta, depicts our founder, St. Dominic de Guzman, accepting the vows of the first nuns at Prouilhe. The inscription (in Latin) encircling the top of the medal is "MONIALES ORDINIS PRAEDICATORUM" ("Nuns of the Order of Preachers") with the foundation year, 1206, and the eighth centenary year, 2006, at the bottom.
The medals themselves are beautiful and only $3 (that includes shipping and handling)! Beautiful Dominican Nuns make beautiful Dominican medals! Buy yours here!

That is all from me today! God bless and be holy!

Lord, Thy Will Be Done!

5.04.2006

..::Blessed Be God::..

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Praised be Jesus Christ! Greetings to you and your holy angels! Well, some late night snooping and I have stumbled across the Swiss Guard website. So many cool pictures! Old and new alike! Also, it appears they have a flag! I cannot get a good look at it but I'll share a picture with it in it... It definatly has the Papal crest on it. The one of John Paul the Great to boot! Whoo hoo! There are tons of cool pictures, especially of the different uniforms. Gala, Gran Gala, Drill Uniform and tons of others! There is a link to postcards and you have to use some transliteration to figure out which link you should click to get to the post cards. But it is so awesome! Oh, and incase you were looking for a link, you can try here at:
http://www.schweizergarde.org/
Make sure you click english as the language unless you prefer a foreign language. You also have to admit, they have some super snazzy pants. I'll include some more pictures because they are fun! I also threw in a postcard for your enjoyment! If someone could tell me who that Pontiff is, I'll think about giving you a cookie (or a little spiritual bouquet!)


What is it that really makes the Swiss Guard so fun? The pants? The Uniform as a whole? The requirements? The fact that they scolded one of the shutter bugs who came with us to WYD while they, the shutter bug, attempted to take a photo of them while still in St. Peter's? Who knows, but they protect our beloved Pontiff and they love him as much as we do and that is all that matters to me.

Now for some fun 'facts' from the Swiss Guard's site:

Swiss Guards are practising Catholics. They operate daily in the heart of the Roman Curia, continuously meet people on their pilgrimage to the Tomb of the Prince of the Apostles and participate in the liturgical celebrations inside the Vatican.

It is obvious that by their religious faith and practice, the Swiss Guards are the Holy Father's "visiting card".

Totally awesome. The Holy Father's 'visiting card.' Ha! I kinda like the sound of that...
Some more:

Those in charge of the Pope's security must have irreproachable reputations.

Now you know you can always trust a Swiss Guard ;)
Still more:

Anyone who wants to become a Swiss Guard had better decide early. Our Corps is a young one. Often, older recruits find it more difficult to integrate. We do not accept candidates who are over 30 years of age. However, under certain conditions, former Guards can return to the Corps.

Wow, this sounds a lot like a religious community! A lot like many cloistered communities! Crazy!
He he... still more... This is just fascinating!

The Guards are housed in double or triple rooms. At the beginning they are in dormitories.

The camaraderie between young unmarried men should not be undervalued.

A mixed Corps is not appropriate in our service and community life.

Hmmmm... that last one remind you of something else? This is all so cool! I think I might spend sometime in the future reading more about them. Definatly a very cool and I guess a little quirky (well, at least the uniform) part of our Catholic tradition. God bless you abundantly and be holy!

Lord, Thy Will Be Done!

4.21.2006

..::Praised Be Jesus Christ::..

+JMJ

Praised be Jesus Christ! Greetings to you and your holy angels! Happy Easter to all!

Today I think I will rant. A rant about a need for sacred artists. No, I'm not talking about the ones that 'wreckovate' Churches or make God-awful sculptures and 'interpretive' images. I'm talking about making churches look like churches. Including sacred art and architecture that really leads one into a prayerful spirit. Brickwalls unadorned and huge aren't exactly prayer evoking. Neither are warehouses and buildings meant for other purposes. What happened in the world of sacred art? Seriously. I know that once we hit the 20th century we had Dada and surrealism, cubism and the whole lot. Even before that we had van Gogh and Cezanne shocking people with their 'scandalous' methods. Today we look at them and see no shock. We are used to it. I am not saying that modern art is bad or terrible. I am just saying that it really doesn't have a home in the church (and that is church with a little c, mind you). Sacred art should become sacred. I'd like to use the Eastern Church and their icons as an example. People are still writing these icons the same way they were back in the times of Byzantium. Very little has changed about it. These icons continue to adorn the Eastern churches, even in some very modern looking ones. These holy images are 'windows to heaven.' Sometimes, looking back, I find myself as more of a Poussinist. I believe that art should have a honorable and noteworthy subject. That is just me. I enjoy abstract art, I even do a little 'modern' art myself, but I do find that sacred art is a genre/style set apart from all these styles of our modern age. Images of the Baroque evoke some of the same emotions and passions, and I would say far more than some images done in an abstracted or stylized manner. Why? It could be because they are spelled out before us dramatically. It is life-like, something we can see actually happening. The images become real. These are no longer just events in 'some ancient book'. No. They are real things that happened to real people. Put Jesus in all time. Not just this time, but eternally. And, no, I don't mean futuristic or aliens by this. You can show Jesus with people of our time, ordinary people. I find the lack of real sacred art and sacred architecture a real travesty in today's churches, but it is also a relief that it is returning in some newly built churches. So long styles of the 60s! See-ya 70's! Adios 80's! Welcome Jesus Christ! May You be praised everywhere always! Eternal Lord, with the Father and the Holy Spirit, God Forever and Ever.

The true work of art is but a shadow of the divine perfection.
-Michelangelo

Where the spirit does not work with the hand there is no art.
-Leonardo DaVinci

4.10.2006

..::Blessed Be God::..

+JMJ
Praised be Jesus Christ! Greetings to you and your holy angels! Holy Week is upon us again, but not as a thick, suffocating depression, but as hope, because we know that after Good Friday comes the Glorious Resurrection on Easter Sunday! It is also the last ditch effort with our Lenten promises, seeing as Lent ends officially Holy Thursday. It is also a time not to let our guard down either. The Evil One knows what kinds of graces and blessings are waiting for us this Holy Week. He does not want us to grow closer, but widen the gap and increase our inner turmoil. Listen not to the voice of the evil one or the flesh, nor the world. Listen only to the voice of Christ speaking in your heart! Pray that you may hear His voice. Pray to the Blessed Mother! Pray to the Angels! Pray to the Saints! All of them more than happy to assist you! Be in constant prayerful vigil these days, even more than you should be on all other days.

Pray also that you might learn to love God more and more these days. Love the Lord with everything you are and with everything you do! Let not a moment be wasted on idle earthly things with the treasures and graces are always there to meditate on! This week, meditate most passionately on the Passion, Death, and Resurrection of Our Lord, Jesus Christ. It is in Him where all our love, all our wants, and all our treasures are.

Remember also, as you gather in graces and blessings to remember the Church Suffering. Pray that they may speedily be purged and able to enter the glory of heaven and the ranks of the Church Triumphant, where they will always be willing to pray for you and intercede for you in return for your help to them.

I know that there are many that are so glad that Easter is so close, and rightfully glad! But I know also that there are many still in pain, and not of their own accord. Remember them also. Offer up your happiness for those who have nothing to be happy about. Offer up your joys to those with only sorrow. When you are in sorrow and pain, remember how courageously and most beautifully Our Lord endured the sufferings of His death, and not because He rightly deserved that punishment. No. We are the sinners. We are the ones who should have been suffering with such terrible agony. But our God is a most merciful God and has such a great and immense love for us, that He would rather sacrifice Himself that we would be saved. He took on the curse that the Israelites had took upon themselves when the covenant was broken. He did not want His people to be a cursed people. No, His people where to be blessed and free. In this, He died, redeeming not only the Israelites, His chosen people, but redeeming the world, including all the children of the world, all made in His image.

The Son of Man crucified is our hope, joy, and consolation. He is our everything. He gives so much to us. He has given us everything! Even unto giving Himself to us everyday in Holy Communion. How much more can we do to repay Him, but it will never be enough. It seems all we can do is but a little speck in the universe. But He will love us always, and is greatly pleased when we do His Will, and do our best to please Him and to love Him. On this note, I wish to share a prayer for after receiving Holy Communion:

What Shall I Give Thee?

I have received into my heart, Jesus Christ, His Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity! I begin this day as a day in Heaven. He is in my soul: The Divine Infant in the crib, the growing Boy at Nazareth, the Apostle acclaimed by crowds on the roads of Galilee, the Miracle Worker Who performed such prodigies, the Martyr Who completed His Sacrifice on Calvary.

He is in me. What more can I desire when I possess Jesus?

And now, O Good Master, what shall I give to Thee in exchange for Thy visit? I would like to give Thee a soul all sparkling with purity and sincerity, but mine is afflicted with so many miseries!

I would like to pray to Thee with the burning words of Thy Mother and her court in Heaven, but I feel riveted to earthly things.

I would like to offer Thee courageous loyalty to my Baptismal Vows and Confirmation Graces, but, alas, I have so often been disloyal.

I would like, at least, to have a desire for the Christian life, but I allow myself to be discouraged by my failures.

O good Jesus! I have nothing to give Thee and Thou hast given Everything: Thou hast given Thyself to me. I can only join my poor voice in the chorus of praise to Thee, rising out of all the works of Thy creation here on earth:

With the majesty of the mountains, the immensity of the desert, the roar of the ocean, the fury of the storm, I shall praise Thy Power!

With the flowers of the field, the colors of the rainbow, the whiteness of the snow, the blue of the skies, I shall praise Thy Beauty!

With the fruits of the earth, the air I breathe, the light I see, the life I enjoy, I shall praise Thy Goodness!

With the splendor of the stars, the rays of the sun, the moon's pale light, the depths of space, I shall praise Thy Immensity!

With six billion people now living on earth, I shall praise Thy Mercy!

May our voices unite with the billions of those who inhabited the earth before us, and out of whose dust the beauty of nature perpetually rises to praise Thy Glory!

May an infinite concert of voices from cottages and palaces, from fields and forests, from towns and deserts, from workshops and cathedrals, from earth and from heaven, from time and from eternity, arise to give my thanks unto Thee!
Amen.
Praise God Always and Be Holy.

3.20.2006

..::Praised Be Jesus Christ::..

+JMJ
Praised be Jesus Christ! Greetings to you and your companion! All is well here and I hope the same where you are at! I will be leaving to visit the Poor Clares this week! I was hoping to be able to stay through the weekend, but it looks like my mother will need me at home on Friday night. I am a little dismayed, but hopefully the 2 (closer to 3) days that I will spend there will be joyful and peaceful. I want to stay the entire time, but I can't with my grandpa in the hospital and the fact that I need to clean and also visit with my family at home.

The Mother and Mistress of Wisdom speaks few words, but each is filled with great depth of meaning. We read that the Mother of Christ spoke seven times, seven words filled with wisdom!
-St. Bernardine of Siena

I don't know if I have made a formal announcement, but I have decided that I am going to drop out of college and work for a year, or until my debts (college loans, icky!) are paid off. I haven't told my mom and I pray that things will go well when I do. I think I will make a novena to St. Jude or St. Rita, or maybe both. I can make a short pilgrimage to the Shrine of St. Jude in Chicago, so that may also be part of the prep plan. Pray for me friends.

Every Cross that we see in the world becomes a silent reminder for us. The true victory that overcomes hatred in the world is ultimately self-sacrifice, in constant fidelity flowing from the power of love.
-Pope John Paul II

Now the following is the homily from Fr. Dominic Mary, MFVA on modesty. I thought it was an interesting read and would share it with you all:

Homily Given by Fr. Dominic Mary, MFVA on EWTN’s Televised Mass – 6.14.05

2 Cor 8:1-9 OLAM Chapel - 7am TV Mass

Psalm 146:2, 5-9 Tues week 11-Year I

St. Matthew 5:43-48 June 14, 2005

Today is Tuesday of the 11th week of Ordinary Time. In today’s gospel we see the Lord Jesus continuing His Sermon on the Mount in St. Matthew’s Gospel. He tells the people, and us through this holy Gospel, that they and we are to no longer hate our enemies, but rather, we are to love them. Furthermore, we are to pray for those who persecute us. We are to be perfect as our heavenly Father is perfect. We are called to holiness - and holiness includes loving and praying for those who do us wrong.

But you know, one of the things that comes to mind, especially with summer well under way in this part of the world, is the lack of love shown by so many people to their neighbor in the poor and immodest way in which they dress, especially while attending Holy Mass. And this immodesty is very much tied to the widespread impurity in our culture and society today. Immodesty is one of the biggest problems we have to face in dealing with purity in the West. The Ninth Commandment says that thou shall not covet thy neighbor’s wife. As the Catechism tells us, the struggle against carnal covetousness entails purifying the heart and practicing temperance (CCC, no. 2517). And purity requires modesty, which is an integral part of temperance (CCC, no. 2521). Modesty

protects the intimate center of the person. It means refusing to unveil what should remain hidden. It guides how one looks at others and behaves toward them in conformity with the dignity of persons. (CCC, no. 2521)

Modesty protects the mystery of the person. It encourages patience and moderation in loving relationships. Modesty is decency. It inspires one's choice of clothing. It keeps silence or reserve where there is evident risk of unhealthy curiosity. (CCC, no. 2522)

And so modesty is a virtue. Included in the virtue of modesty is not only humility, but also in how one externally dresses (cf. John Hardon, Modern Catholic Dictionary, p. 356). But many today have rejected to practice this virtue so desperately needed in our current culture. Even to the most casual observer, immodesty in dress is seen as common place in our Churches. We have got to do all we can to help people to wake up and realize they are dressing way to immodestly, especially when it comes to entering a Church to worship God. We must be like the Vatican - just one example (cf. www. cathnews.com) - when there are heat waves in Rome the Vatican dress police, neatly dressed in pants, shirts and ties, turn back all tourists in shorts and bare shoulders trying to get into St. Peter’s Basilica. I’ve seen them do with my own eyes. These immodestly dressed people have to go and buy paper pants and shirts from vendors eagerly waiting outside.

Many people come to Church dressed like they are ready to go to the beach. You should not come to Church dressed in shorts, miniskirts, swimsuits, bikinis, tank-tops, dresses above the knees, bare shoulders, bare arms, low cut dresses, sleeveless shirts, very tight fitting clothing, etc. If you come to EWTN or the Shrine of the Most Blessed Sacrament in Hanceville, AL and you are not dressed properly don’t expect to get out of your car because we have a dress code here. And don’t even dare to come into the Chapel before our Lord. If you do, hopefully you will be caught by our security guards and asked to put on more clothing. We must return to having a holy fear for God and for His true Presence in the Eucharist and for being in His house. How can we expect to grow in the spiritual life if we are dressed like we don’t care? How dare we approach the Holy Eucharist dressed like we are going to the beach.

When a person dresses immodestly he or she can become an occasion of sin for other people. And this is the fashion for today. Each year it seems that the latest fashion is to see how little clothing one can wear and how much of one’s body can be shown. And what flesh is not shown is revealed by extremely tight clothing. To knowingly and intentionally dress like this is sinful, and can be even seriously sinful, because one become a temptation to sin for other people. We are all weak and can easily fall into many sins of impurity by someone else’s immodesty.

Before we go out or buy new clothes we should do a modesty check. Ladies, remember some simple guidelines in buying and wearing an outfit, which are modeled here after a well known modesty promoter (cf. Collen Hammond, Dressing with Dignity, www.valoramedia.com):

1. First of all, one guideline which can prove to very helpful (developed by either the Sacred Congregation of the Council under Pope Pius XI or from a Cardinal from Pope Pius XII=s office in 1956): A dress cannot be called decent which is cut deeper than two fingers breadth under the pit of the throat, which does not cover the arms at least to the elbows, and scarcely reaches a bit beyond the knees. Furthermore, dresses of transparent material are improper.

2. Does my back, belly or shoulders show? Does my back or belly show when I am bending or stretching? When bending over does my blouse hang down and open for all to see through?

3. Is my blouse or top to tight? Is it more loose fitting or is it too tight and revealing? Can one see the outline of my underwear through my tight-fitting clothing? Blouses and tops that are too tight are very immodest and say a lot about the woman who wears such a blouse or top.

4. Lastly, we are concerned about how much flesh is showing, but as one well known modesty promoter put it, modesty is not just about how much of our skin is showing, but how much of our feminine shape is showing (cf. Collen Hammond, Dressing with Dignity, www.valoramedia.com).

The way one dresses is a big determinant in what kind of person one will attract. Ladies, if you dress immodestly, what do you think you will attract? If you dress like a woman of the night you attract men of the night - men who want to use you, not to love you for who you are. Women want to be loved for who they are, not for the pleasure they can give to a man. Yet many dress so immodestly that all they attract is men who wish to love them for their body. If you want to attract a decent man, who will truly love you, then start by dressing like a woman who respects herself and her dignity as a woman. What you wear says a lot about you. By how you dress sends many messages to those who see you.

Let us love our neighbor, even our enemies: first, in relation to today’s Gospel, by dressing properly and modestly. Second, let us love, with a Christian love, those who do dress immodestly. Let us pray for them and try to gently help them. Let us dress properly. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God (Matthew 5:8).

That is all dear friends! May God continue to bless you abundantly this lenten season!

Some quotes for you all:

When tempted, invoke your angel. He is more eager to help you than you are to be helped! Ignore the devil and do not be afraid of him: He trembles and flees at the sight of your guardian angel.
St. John Bosco

The Church is a faithful and ever watchful guardian of the dogmas that have been entrusted to her charge. In this sacred deposit, she changes nothing, she takes nothing away, she adds nothing to it.
St. Vincent of Lerins

O happy confidence! O perfect refuge! The Mother of God is my Mother. What firm trust we should have, then, since our salvation depends on the judgments of a good Brother and a tender Mother!
St. Anselm of Canterbury

I ask you to pray for those who cannot pray and also for those who do not know how to pray. Pray too for all who have lost faith in God and in His mercy.
Pope John Paul II

There is no sin nor wrong that gives a man such a foretaste of hell in this life as anger and impatience.
St. Catherine of Siena

God loves each of us as if there were only one of us.
St. Augustine of Hippo

3.18.2006

..::Blessed Be God::..

+JMJ

I know this may be behind by quite a bit, but I wanted to have it posted here :)

MESSAGE OF HIS HOLINESS
BENEDICT XVI
FOR LENT 2006

“Jesus, at the sight of the crowds, was moved with pity” (Mt 9:36)

Dear Brothers and Sisters!

Lent is a privileged time of interior pilgrimage towards Him Who is the fount of mercy. It is a pilgrimage in which He Himself accompanies us through the desert of our poverty, sustaining us on our way towards the intense joy of Easter. Even in the “valley of darkness” of which the Psalmist speaks (Ps 23:4), while the tempter prompts us to despair or to place a vain hope in the work of our own hands, God is there to guard us and sustain us. Yes, even today the Lord hears the cry of the multitudes longing for joy, peace, and love. As in every age, they feel abandoned. Yet, even in the desolation of misery, loneliness, violence and hunger that indiscriminately afflict children, adults, and the elderly, God does not allow darkness to prevail. In fact, in the words of my beloved Predecessor, Pope John Paul II, there is a “divine limit imposed upon evil”, namely, mercy (Memory and Identity, pp. 19ff.). It is with these thoughts in mind that I have chosen as my theme for this Message the Gospel text: “Jesus, at the sight of the crowds, was moved with pity” (Mt 9:36).

In this light, I would like to pause and reflect upon an issue much debated today: the question of development. Even now, the compassionate “gaze” of Christ continues to fall upon individuals and peoples. He watches them, knowing that the divine “plan” includes their call to salvation. Jesus knows the perils that put this plan at risk, and He is moved with pity for the crowds. He chooses to defend them from the wolves even at the cost of His own life. The gaze of Jesus embraces individuals and multitudes, and he brings them all before the Father, offering Himself as a sacrifice of expiation.

Enlightened by this Paschal truth, the Church knows that if we are to promote development in its fulness, our own “gaze” upon mankind has to be measured against that of Christ. In fact, it is quite impossible to separate the response to people’s material and social needs from the fulfilment of the profound desires of their hearts. This has to be emphasized all the more in today’s rapidly changing world, in which our responsibility towards the poor emerges with ever greater clarity and urgency. My venerable Predecessor, Pope Paul VI, accurately described the scandal of underdevelopment as an outrage against humanity. In this sense, in the Encyclical Populorum Progressio, he denounced “the lack of material necessities for those who are without the minimum essential for life, the moral deficiencies of those who are mutilated by selfishness” and “oppressive social structures, whether due to the abuses of ownership or to the abuses of power, to the exploitation of workers or to unjust transactions” (ibid., 21). As the antidote to such evil, Paul VI suggested not only “increased esteem for the dignity of others, the turning towards the spirit of poverty, cooperation for the common good, the will and desire for peace”, but also “the acknowledgement by man of supreme values, and of God, their source and their finality” (ibid.). In this vein, the Pope went on to propose that, finally and above all, there is “faith, a gift of God accepted by the good will of man, and unity in the charity of Christ” (ibid.). Thus, the “gaze” of Christ upon the crowd impels us to affirm the true content of this “complete humanism” that, according to Paul VI, consists in the “fully-rounded development of the whole man and of all men” (ibid., 42). For this reason, the primary contribution that the Church offers to the development of mankind and peoples does not consist merely in material means or technical solutions. Rather, it involves the proclamation of the truth of Christ, Who educates consciences and teaches the authentic dignity of the person and of work; it means the promotion of a culture that truly responds to all the questions of humanity.

In the face of the terrible challenge of poverty afflicting so much of the world’s population, indifference and self-centered isolation stand in stark contrast to the “gaze” of Christ. Fasting and almsgiving, which, together with prayer, the Church proposes in a special way during the Lenten Season, are suitable means for us to become conformed to this “gaze”. The examples of the saints and the long history of the Church’s missionary activity provide invaluable indications of the most effective ways to support development. Even in this era of global interdependence, it is clear that no economic, social, or political project can replace that gift of self to another through which charity is expressed. Those who act according to the logic of the Gospel live the faith as friendship with God Incarnate and, like Him, bear the burden of the material and spiritual needs of their neighbours. They see it as an inexhaustible mystery, worthy of infinite care and attention. They know that he who does not give God gives too little; as Blessed Teresa of Calcutta frequently observed, the worst poverty is not to know Christ. Therefore, we must help others to find God in the merciful face of Christ. Without this perspective, civilization lacks a solid foundation.

Thanks to men and women obedient to the Holy Spirit, many forms of charitable work intended to promote development have arisen in the Church: hospitals, universities, professional formation schools, and small businesses. Such initiatives demonstrate the genuine humanitarian concern of those moved by the Gospel message, far in advance of other forms of social welfare. These charitable activities point out the way to achieve a globalization that is focused upon the true good of mankind and, hence, the path towards authentic peace. Moved like Jesus with compassion for the crowds, the Church today considers it her duty to ask political leaders and those with economic and financial power to promote development based on respect for the dignity of every man and woman. An important litmus test for the success of their efforts is religious liberty, understood not simply as the freedom to proclaim and celebrate Christ, but also the opportunity to contribute to the building of a world enlivened by charity. These efforts have to include a recognition of the central role of authentic religious values in responding to man’s deepest concerns, and in supplying the ethical motivation for his personal and social responsibilities. These are the criteria by which Christians should assess the political programmes of their leaders.

We cannot ignore the fact that many mistakes have been made in the course of history by those who claimed to be disciples of Jesus. Very often, when having to address grave problems, they have thought that they should first improve this world and only afterwards turn their minds to the next. The temptation was to believe that, in the face of urgent needs, the first imperative was to change external structures. The consequence, for some, was that Christianity became a kind of moralism, ‘believing’ was replaced with ‘doing’. Rightly, therefore, my Predecessor, Pope John Paul II, of blessed memory, observed: “The temptation today is to reduce Christianity to merely human wisdom, a pseudo-science of well-being. In our heavily secularized world, a ‘gradual secularization of salvation’ has taken place, so that people strive for the good of man, but man who is truncated…We know, however, that Jesus came to bring integral salvation” (Redemptoris Missio, 11).

It is this integral salvation that Lent puts before us, pointing towards the victory of Christ over every evil that oppresses us. In turning to the Divine Master, in being converted to Him, in experiencing His mercy through the Sacrament of Reconciliation, we will discover a “gaze” that searches us profoundly and gives new life to the crowds and to each one of us. It restores trust to those who do not succumb to scepticism, opening up before them the perspective of eternal beatitude. Throughout history, even when hate seems to prevail, the luminous testimony of His love is never lacking. To Mary, “the living fount of hope” (Dante Alighieri, Paradiso, XXXIII, 12), we entrust our Lenten journey, so that she may lead us to her Son. I commend to her in particular the multitudes who suffer poverty and cry out for help, support, and understanding. With these sentiments, I cordially impart to all of you a special Apostolic Blessing.

From the Vatican, 29 September, 2005.

BENEDICTUS PP. XVI