10.22.2006

A little rant

+JMJ

So... on October 12th Fr. Robert Barron came and gave a great lecture at my uber liberal UCC College. He was talking about the life of John Henry Cardinal Newman and also a bit on the liberal conservative divide there is in the Church today. I recorded the entire thing (over an hour) and I would share with you if I could somehow get it hosted some place, but I am not that web savy. Afterwards, we had an ice cream social that got into some deep discussion. I also found out that I think there is only two Catholics on campus that think that homosexual relations and gay marriage are wrong. I am pretty sure I one of them.

So, a few weeks ago, I was at Mass with my mother and sister and I hadn't been to Mass last Sunday and I knew I could not recieve. My mother was quite mad at me afterwards and gave me that glare and said she wanted to talk to me afterwards. I hadn't done anything wrong (well, at least any worse) and when I explaind that I could not recieve because I was in mortal sin and hadn't confessed, she told me that I take this all too seriously! Recieving the Blessed Sacrament is not a right in any way... it is a gift, and one that we must prepare ourselves to receive always! I wish that we could educate everyone to realize this.

I've also come to realize that I have slowly been secularizing myself and letting myself slip into a bit of lethargy in keeping watch. I have learned that I have been way to loose with my money and now I have to pay about $2,000 for car repairs (my car started smoking as I was driving home this past weekend) plus I owe my mom $165 for towing my car to be fixed. I have maybe just over $2,000 right now, both in savings and in checking. I'm poor... :(

Well, that is about all I have to rant/share with you today. May God bless you all abundantly!

Lord, Thy Will Be Done!

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am enjoying reading your blog - and it's cool seeing a young Catholic understanding the big picture of spiritual reality

it good news that you are honest about the temptation of secularism, because now you know what you need to stay away from

is there someplace you can go for support? a Catholic, or at least a Christian group?
or a different school, if need be?

God bless you – and stick with the struggle
---LD of Phatmass

Angela Louise said...

Thanks for the support :) I didn't think anyone read my blog :D There is the Catholic Student Association, but I fear it isn't too safe. I'd like to be able to hang out with Melina, who is maybe the only other orthodox Catholic on campus and she digs the Latin Mass. There is a wonderful parish nearby, but it is always kind of hard to get into a parish family when I am hardly around to.
Thanks again!
God Bless,
Angela

Anonymous said...

Angela dear,
I think you need to talk to your priest about being too scrupulous.
Sr. B.