5.25.2005

..::Praised Be Jesus Christ::..

So, lately I have been thinking about what name I would take as a Sister, and I was trying to think of Saints that have played a role somewhere in my life. I have some up with quite a few, so I might as well share the list that I have so far! Also, I wish to honor Our Blessed Mother with my name, so all my choices will begin as Sister Mary ... So, here is the list of what I have come up with so far. I will most likely explain the relevance of the Saint later as I do not have much time to spend explaining them all right now.
  • Sister Mary Helen
  • Sister Mary Leo
  • Sister Mary Ambrose (actually, this one just sounded pretty to me)
  • Sister Mary Luke
  • Sister Mary Andrew
  • Sister Mary Therese (or Teresa)
  • Sister Mary Louise (can I take my middle name as my name I wonder...)
Ha ha... I will definatly have to shorten this list quite a bit before I enter! Also, there is the matter of the title that I will take along with my name. I have a few ideas, but the first few are my favorites based on my favorite devotions.
  • of the Passion
  • of the Precious Blood
  • of the Five Wounds
  • of the Sacred Heart
Now, the choice of the name I choose is not up to me at all, rather it is left up to Mother Abess who will make the choice from a few names and titles that I will suggest to her along with reasoning. But even with that, she may choose something entirely different from what I have suggested to her! It is all in God's hands though, and I must rely on Him rather than myself even in such trivial matters as these.

5.17.2005

..::Blessed Be God::..

Couldn't tell you how these two relate, but in my mind they did. It all clicked last November... it was a wet, rainy night. The ground was soaked, and so the worms all came out onto the pavement so they wouldn't drown. So, I arrived about an hour earlier for a meeting at my home parish, St. Margaret Mary's, and I decided to go into the chapel and pray. It was a wonderful half hour before the Lord hidden within the Tabernacle. After time had passed and I needed to get on over to the meeting, so I genuflected and left. I felt so insipred and full of love.

Then I started to look at the ground, and I noticed that there were worms all over the sidewalk, so I made a challange to avoid the worms as though they were temptations and sins. So I avoided as many as I could, it was very easy to do so in the light (When walking with Christ in His light), but when shaded and darker patches came, it was hard to see if there were any worms (Shade--not being in the light of God). Then things started to connect, simply, it is much easier to see your faults and sins when you are in the light of God, but it is much harder to see when you turn away and become darker, and if you don't look down as to where you are going on the path of life, you don't notice then sins, even if you do run into them.

Later on after I was safely inside and futher pondering on my thoughts of worms, a friend of mine came in talking about how her daughter was outside picking up the worms off the sidewalk so that others wouldn't step on them, or "run into them". Suddenly, I thought, "If only avoiding sin was enough! But to clear the path for others to follow behind you!" It was such an interesting idea to me, and it grew on me. And then, not to be afraid to encounter temptation, but to handle temptations with care, and throw them off to the side. It really clicked. Simple, yet profound.

..::Praised Be Jesus Christ::..

I received another letter from Mother Mary Regina, but my scanner is packed up to go home, so you won't see it until I set the scanner up again! But also along with the letter was in invitation to the Ceremony of the First Profession of Vows of Sister Mary Veronica of the Holy Eucharist! Tuesday, May 31st, the Feast of the Visitation, at 8am, I believe that myself and my friend Michelle will be going for a visit and to visit for a short time with the newly professed! I think it will be a wonderful event to witness!
I previously met Sister Mary Veronica when I visited the Poor Clare Colettines. She was so upbeat and humorous. She was rather cute too. It was a lovely visit and I got to stay in the basement. It was a very nice little room, but I was woken up at about 4:30 every morning by the pipes banging (they still use steam heat). Nonetheless, it was a very fruitful visit and I had a wonderful time with the Sisters, and I didn't want to leave to go home! In fact, I cried leaving! I don't remember the last time I cried because I had to leave someplace.
That is about all for now, I'll be sure to scan the letter and the invitation as well! And maybe if I need to make more entries, I'll scan some older letters from Mother Mary Regina. God Bless and Mary Protect!

5.12.2005

.::Blessed Be God::..

Here is the latest letter that I recieved from Mother Mary Regina. It has been quite a long time since I have written her! But she sent this nearly a month ago and I have yet to write her back. She is very wise and has given excellent advice as well in response to my last letter, but I can barely recall what I wrote in that.


Untill next time, God Bless and Mary Protect!

5.11.2005

..::Praised Be Jesus Christ::..

Another fine day here, except for the fact that I am becoming an insomniac! I didn't sleep a wink last night and I am getting ready to take a nap so I don't completely crash later, considering we have a floor meeting tonight for rules about moving out of the dorms. Plus, I think I have Bible Study tonight!

Tic tacs sure make a great snack. I think I just about devoured a whole container in a matter of 5 minutes. But they were tasty! I have a collection started with 7 empty containers. Not much else to talk about I guess. There was a very nice little thunderstorm that rolled through here at about 6:30 in the morning. It set a car alarm off at least three times. I've also been listening to Dvorak, and nothing but. I think he is a really great composer, and I'd have to say my favorite! I really like his "Stabat Mater" and "From the New World." They are both quite lovely!

Well, I only have two days of classes left and then I am stuck with a week of finals! Monday is our reading day, Tuesday I have my painting critique and my introduction to multimedia critique (gotta love being an art major and not having to take a bunch of tests as a final!). Wednesday is my Biblical Studies final exam and Thursday is my Search for Humane Values in Literature final exam. And last but not least, Friday I have my psychology exam. I have this funny feeling that I am not going to be doing well in my Search for Humane Values in Literature class. I think I'll be lucky to make out with a C!

I'll have to start scanning some of the letters that Mother Mary Regina sent me. I would share my previous letters, but alas, I no longer have them! Mother Mary Regina does!
Oh, and can anyone chip in a few dollars to help me get to World Youth Day? I know I need to at least get part of the $2,279.69 I still owe. I also need to get items to take along with me for the pilgrimage parts and other things! With my youth ministry, we are going to Rome, Assisi, Munich, and the Cologne. It will be such a wonderful experience! I cannot wait for it to come along! In fact, this reminds me, I need to start journaling for some spiritual preperation! Perhaps I will leave some of that in here for your enjoyment! I think that is all for now because I am going to finally take that nap I've been wanting to take since 2! God Bless and Mary Protect!

5.10.2005

..::Blessed Be God::..

A day of feeling out of it and carefree... And I really should be buckling down for this last week of classes before finals! I want to at least get B's in my classes!

Alas, this is not my first blog, no infact I have another on blog drive and one over on xanga... Each has its own characteristic feature. My xanga is random Catholic stuff along with some art and the blog drive one is following my vocational discernment. This blog here, I will make into a blog for daily happenings along with some vocational things. One thing in particular I want to do is document my correspondence with the Poor Clare Colettines, which I hope to enter in just over a year, after I finish my sophmore year in college.

Well, this isn't the sort of thing I should be doing so close to the end of the school year when there is still lots of work to be done! I do bid farewell for now, and hopefully I will again return and share some of my happenings and maybe some letters from Mother Mary Regina. God Bless and Mary Protect!